My Thoughts

It is interesting the tide of events in the world.  Situations that present themselves as once taboo, seem to be societal norms now.  It is unclear how and when the confusion started, or whether this has always been a constant struggle between good and evil.  In my travels around the world, I have heard, seen and viewed human beings and there varied opinions on Life, Love & Family.  The basic commonality of all is the level of conviction and compassion associated with these aforementioned ideals.  We become consumed with twisted ideas developed from family, culture, and environment, on how we should behave, dress, and love.  Love...God is love.  But what does that mean?  Jesus as God manifest in human form came down from heaven to provide humanity with a better choice. He gave his life.  How do we measure our personal distribution of love to our family, friends, co-workers & Humanity as a whole? Our individual response to this question is based on our own personal perception and life experiences.

Im going to miss you

Your sense of knowing who was wrong and right, no yelling, no screaming no fuss, no fight, clear minded in all that was expressed with words of wisdom I was blessed to be in your presence, I remember way back your stature tall and strong, always a smile, when I came around , I belatedly dated and wed your pride and joy, against the world we had a girl, your granddaughter an image of you reincarnated, always an advocate never slacking in wit... I remember the night we sat, and drank and drank whisky like fish, you always gave me a hi baby and asked how I was doing....Im going to miss you.

Good Feelings

I think it remarkable that you are here with me...

That your plans are always in line with mine...

How you continue to be...

The better side of what makes you and me...

I love your smile and your eyes...

With all my heart I extend all grace to you...

I knew right from the start...

You'd be my everything.

Funny

Less than a year of wedded bliss, without real drama no trauma to get in between this, a few toils and troubles, but nothing that will lead to matrimonial dismiss, Needless to say, these days I reminisce of past tears; six and a half years of insecurity and fears, living without a clear path, a situation that should have last, crazy chemistry, its a mystery, that it ended in a flash...Funny.

Tired

Im tired of the songs of the wanting, weary, needing love types, bitter tongue types, trying to hide true feelings types, the lies that slip from their lips, about men and their sins, but the beginning and end is with them; torn heart types with handi wipes that cleanse away the stains of a drained brain insane from days of lust that went bust; broken trust shaped the pattern going forward, more torn words, scorns the hordes....

Work

Transgression, Pain, and disdain bring no joy when the girls down the boys and have no passion to nurture but instead lecture about how life didn't treat them right, how yesterday was no less another drama filled day, passing through into the night, with drunken thoughts, and memories lost, love tossed aside for pride; We died amidst this distance, and you thought it was me, hmm, how interesting the contradictive flow, know that it was love that brought this bliss back to an otherwise dismissed chick, oblivious to her own ticks, thinking her trick ass was IT; Shit.