Sunday, July 20, 2008

Can U See?

I wish I had a hook that could shake em up break em up and make the house break down. Im just a guy with a love for sound and the internal vision of his own heart coming through.  Do you see through you pass the BLUE? 

If You Were My Baby Daddy

In your mind you see me as one that left with no response to a heart that was broken.     

In your view I loved less than you, If I really cared I would have shared in the growth of your life, eased your struggle in life, made you safe. 

Your vision of the world would be so less cynical, a pinnacle would have been reached wherein clarity seen. 

If life were only viewed from the eyes of a child, it would be less obstructed with no accounting for the criticality of decisions over time and situation. A balance with no acceptance manifest.  The conclusion selfish but innocent.

Growth shows in many ways. Common social molds are easy when the puzzle is set to numbers. I have the benefit of less alignment of life, making it more interesting and appealing. 

The sacrifice was you.  My baby my darling my sweetheart.

Unfortunate you couldn't be in my shoes.  The choices you would have made if you were me.  No, exactly me.  Yes, my struggles and uncertainties.  Yes, my fears and insecurities. Could you really be me?

Be my Baby Daddy?

Saturday, July 19, 2008

Coping

It is a man's duty to invoke calm in a situation where the players can't see what's next.  Living day to day with no sense of understanding except that which is given to them by the sacrifice of others.  The question of when is wasted on the hopeless and callous who are comfortable in their way.  I will stand in the middle of the fray and not be swayed.  I will think with no reckless thoughts only balanced rationale.

Friday, July 18, 2008

They Are Taking Over...

I am not able to assimilate  I negate the foolish.  I  look towards those with common sense, and keep those friends that can understand a means to an end.  The norm is not the end result of a people doing the cha cha, and perpetuate a constant tardiness, always coming to the party late.  Wannabe shakers and movers with a self-image created false from years of denial and layers of cover-up.  The world is getting more twisted with the norm being the crazies, and the odd being the morally adjusted. It has been a long time since I have seen real people. 

My true friends are aware and keep vigilante.

Let's hope this is just a bad dream that will end soon.....